Another day of the course . (:

Some thing ; Gary started the course. . So, yesterday's matter has past . that GOOD . 3cheers. ;D learnt many more things today . So laughters filled the whole room too . some parts was also very touching . The words the coaches said .

Amin's part of the course was so emotional . Ok, although it's part of their motive to make us cry, I don mind . The problem is, things they actually said is so true. I actually regret not having a chance to tell my Grandfather and my Uncle that i love them . They just left this world out of a sudden . although im prepared for the worse at that point of time. But, never did i had the courage to tell my uncle that i really appreciate him alot . I do love him . So? did i tell him that? No, as a usual teenager, i wont possibly said that . But according to what i learnt today, that shouldn't be the way . If you don want to live with regrets, do whatever you think you want to do . no one is gonna laugh at you. those who laugh simply don know what it meant by regret or idiot . So Amin's part was a sad session . We ALL cried badly .

I also don get a chance to say anything to my grandfather . He left the world when i was like Primary 1? somewhere ard there . Im still young then . I didn't have a great impression of him . I only remember the days when he accompanied me to wait for my school bus and waited for me to be back from school with school bus . He used to buy me food while waiting for the school bus . He even called me early in the morning to school, using his shouting method, and my grandma's answer . I even remember the way he sits . I remember it so well, i don wish to forget anything about my grandfather . But, i cant never feel it true. The feeling seems so fake. I remember things until the very last min i get to see him . It's in the burying of the body part that i remember . How sad? I don even know anything at that point of time but it all in my mind today. Can you imagine how regret i was?

Amin even told us his regrets and he don want to see us following his footsteps . that's why he's here . i actually cried because of the sad things he said and asked . And the moment i think of my own, i would think of my family members . basically, everyone. even teachers, im so grateful to them that they actually thought us and have faith in us . Even forgive us . So do our parents? Our parents gave birth to us and also accept everything we have. but think, will you accept someone's bad points? frankly, no right? But learn to accept everyone ask who they are . Not changing them but accept them for who they are . Never regret when you lost something . It's too late to feel guilty by then . Just try your best in doing anything . (:

So meanwhile, Amin actually became so fed up like yesterday's Gary . But he was ok at the end. He is indeed sad in telling us about the guy who he respect the most . But he never freak up infront of us . but instead, it's us that felt sad. . I felt so sad that my tears actually roll down my cheeks . I tried to control, but too much tears at my eyes and it got no choice but to roll down . So i wipe off , derr~ But things get so worse . . I freak up . but without making noise while crying . I tried to act like nothing happened, but fail . sigh~ So i just used many tissues to wipe off . So when Amin's session ended, everyone was given a longer break ; 45 mins . ya. .

So wayne turn . He told us honestly about how they felt about us. . spent time telling us . Well, it's true . . frankly la. . It is indeed true. . (: So we even did some exercise with our partners. . So funny. . HAHA~

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