What you get in the past, doesn't mean you'll get in the future .dah. It's HOLIDAYS! but, there's still 3 weeks to go before the actually holidays for me. There's some kind of Jumpstart programme going on .
And yes, i went to school today for the english lesson . duh, so boring can? MY LIFE TODAY IS BORING .
I am thinking, why some people is like ; He/She can play and do anything to someone and when that person actually do the same thing back, he/she will just start to change their attitudes and also use 'threaten' to force people to stop . MYGOD, why is this kind of people on earth? Sigh! And please, you are the one that started EVERYTHING and YOU are the ONE that changes your attitude . And what you did, people help you . Some don even know what is real and what is play . And they actually started to make their point . I mean, whats the point when you don even know how to determine anything . duh, NO POINT .
And anyway, i tried my very best to treat you like how i treat my friends . But you actually went accross me you're OVER! I hate this . Please don ACT .
Life is so not interesting .
♥ With Love,
Candy
Firstly, I wanna apologised to one person about what i've said today . I din said it purposely . But i am really sorry. Due to my playfulness, i've said what im not suppose to say . Sigh! Im sorry. Real Sorry. Hope you wont take it to heart. Sorry. --
Alright, Im back from Bangkok . After 4 days of non-stop shopping, my leg ache ALOT - So sour . HAHA . . umhs, Bought many things of course . If not it'll be such a waste . duh, i reached home at 1.30am TODAY and i woke up at 5.45am for school . I've got a heavy head. LOL . . But no choice.
So go school as usual . Actually, 4 of us don need to go the MT trip . But Mr Tan Teck Meng was like don waste the money ; go there learn something . And we were forced to go . Sigh! Even Mr Lim don have the athority to help us. We got no choice but to attend the trip . Sigh! Lucky Yixuan accompany me. LOL . .
Got my report book after lunch in school . I did fairly well compared to mid-year. My languages improved. LOL! 3CHEERS! YEAH . . .
Did painting after that. yeps. . Mr Tan join us too . LOL . . He gave us advice, like a boss. LOL, So we started painting the background with warm colours . HAHAHA . Using Red, Yellow and White to mix around. Hees. (:
Ended quite late . 6? yeah . somewhere there. When to slack around in the staffroom . LOL . when home with paint all around my clothes and hands . . Again, i kanna paint. LOL .
Mr Tay came and zee xiao us again . Take photos of us painting. LOL . We close the school gate when mr tay coming out. LOL . . So he cant get out of school. But, LOL . . I opened it in the end. Play Play nia. hahaha.
Im TIRED, VERY SLEEPY .
♥ With Love,
Candy
It's Promotion day today . So din go school. But thanks to MiMi, i was woke up damn early by her. LOL, but do i care? No, i continue sleeping. HAHAHA .
Eventually, i woke up at 8.30am . Went to Cp for breakfast with huiyin at Macdonals . yeps. I was so damn full . LOL, AND SHE IS LATE! for like 20minutes . Sigh! I alway wait to her. HAHAHA . So nahh, went to yixuan's house after that.
We planned to go SWIMMING ! yups. But due to some killing of insects, workers are spraying some kind of Chemicals to pollute the environemnt. HAHAHA, so we watch High School Musical first . About noon we went SWIMMING. . HAHAHA, huiyin is learning to swim . LOL . So she spend the whole day learning.
Yixuan's Brother joined us not long after. LOL . Both of them so funny. LOL~ Went to Jacuzzi at 3pm after booking it. HAHA, before that, found an UNCLE enjoying the Jacuzzi alone. sigh! What a nice life he's leaving. LOL . He made us wait for 20 minutes before using the Jacuzzi. It's my first time entering the Jacuzzi and it's so HOT . LOL~ The room is kinda like a Suana . But, of course, it's not. LOL . We took many pictures in the Jacuzzi . HAHAHA . . See xhiddenmemories after few days. I'll update it soon . Guess, after 1 hr of Jacuzzi, we went to the pool again . LOL~ SO COLD! im sneezing alr. ahaha.
ard 1 hr ltr, went to wash up . Ate some food that yixuan's mother bought and we played and chatted in xuan's room . LOL, we had lots of fun . Took many pictures and scare ourselves for nothing. HAHA . .
Well, Pictures we took seems to be kindda " StayOver " LOL . . Enjoy pictures (xhiddenmemories) ^,^
Went home ard 8plus9 . Hungry already. LOL . .
Im busying packing my bag for tomorrow's trip . So i wont be updating for couple of days. ;p
Ps : HUIYIN, IF YOU HAPPEN TO SEE THIS, REMEMBER TO HELP ME GIVE THOSE FORMS AND STUFF TO RESPECTIVE TEACHERS! THANKYOU!
♥ With Love,
Candy
duh. feel so mood-less luhs. sigh!
Went to Singapore discovery Centre today . Well, It was so-so . I was happy at first. . But donno why in the middle of the trip, i moodswings . sigh! NO IDEA, it's so sudden . Others may not know that im unhappy or angry or anything luhs. I put on a smile thoughs . Maybe tired or something. I was woke up by MiMi early in the morning . sigh!
I simply felt that things changes as time past by . Wondering if im the one that is anti-social or i dislike them . Or iszit, im socialised . but people dislike me. duhs, i donno . It's an opinion . Sigh! Felt so " leftout " or " odd " sometimes . I donno how to explain . But, i felt that people do 嫌弃(iszit?) me . I donno . . But i felt so . I think that they feel paiseh when with me. Sigh!
wondering if im ANGRY or SAD . im confuese, duh .
Things dont seems to be like before, everything changes. I thought i would share with my friends about my problems, but i simply cant do it. Sometimes im ABLE to say but sometimes not. Not i dont want, sigh .
BLA, nevermind. Not really good saying everything here . quite inconvinient (: Im perfectly fine. Sigh .
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Didnt do painting today . But instead - monday and wednesday . Well, Im not joining them on monday . Im not in school, they'll do without me . Joining them only on wednesday . yeps.
ps : GUYS! leave something for me to do .
♥ With Love,
Candy
Early in the morning, we were the first class to take Class Photo . It's MORNING! so tense when i smile. HAHA . Well, but ALL 14 girls stood on 2 benches . HAHA . . We squeeze together. LOL~ We took 1 testing shot, 2 formal and 1 informal . Overall, it was pretty good. I've realised that every Class Photo i took during my secondary life, i changed my hairstyle. HAHA . . (; well. LOL~
Got back every paper today . Except English Paper 1 . umhs, im happy with my results so far. I PASS my ENGLISH! WOO~ i got a total of 30/50 for paper2 . yipees! Im happy that i've improved! I didn't fail like my common tests. HAHA . . My Chinese was fairly well too. Same thing, i've improved. I got 44/70 . yeahs . Ss, sigh! One question in SBQ, i got ZERO! hence, i got 28/50 . pass by 3 freaking marks. sigh!
And, i must thanks Mrs Gan this time. She made a mistake while marking my papers . Well, although it's jsut half mark, but made a difference. HAHA , So, i got 49.5/100 . She tried to gave me half mark too . And So, she managed to do so . And i got 50 marks, and i pass!
But actually, if i didn't notice the mistake, I also get 50 marks . because Mrs Gan gave me 1 mark to pass (: THANK YOU!
She encouraged students to drop Pure Chemistry today when she saw our results. Sigh! lucky, i dont need to . But dangerous, so must work hard . . She wanted those F9 and E8 to drop . Those drop Pure Chemistry also must drop Pure Physics, then take Combine science. sigh!
Tomorrow going Singapore Discovery Center . The whole sec3express is going. After that, we, 4 girls, will go painting (: yeps.
Celebrated papa's birthday yesterday night. Will post up pictures onto xhiddenmemories asap (: Well, soon . HAHAHA .
♥ With Love,
Candy
Ok, i found another October baby - YihRue , 17th October .
anw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIH RUE!
Ok, checked papers in school today . . lessons as per normal . But before recess' lessons was held in the hall . MYGOD! I
FAIL my CHEMISTRY by one freaking mark . sigh! I expected the chemistry to be better after doing the physics paper, but no . My physics did much better than my chemistry. much better. between an D7/C6 and A1 . sigh! Im wondering if there's anyone that fail chemistry too . If im the only one, im most likely to drop pure chemistry . Sigh! I've put so much effort in Chemistry and yet, i've failed. Sigh!
Lucky my physics is ok . but still, i must
thanks Mr Cheong for being linient and also to find 1/2 mark for me to get an A1 . THANKYOU!
The rest was still ok . My additional mathematics got like 59/80 only. sigh! disappointed. But, the paper is difficult. sigh! Emaths was fine. CHINESE, so far hai ok .
Tomorrow will get back more papers.
GUESS WHO IS THIS?
CHLOE or BABY GIRL?
HAHA! this is CHLOE when she just born .
Well . Celebrating papa's birthday today. Ltr gonna go take cake and WRAP PRESENT . i almost forget that i haven wrap present. HAHAHA! I've bought Chocolate Cake from Four Leave. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
♥ With Love,
Candy
nahh, no school tomorrow ; it's marking day .
October is full of HAPPY BIRTHDAYs . LOL .
9th - Candy Loke
11th - daddy
14th - baby girl
15th - Angela
16th - Chloe
31th - liting
SEE! how packed! LOL , yeps . anyway, the baby girl is born on 14th Oct, another libra . LOL~ She look so much like Chloe . HAHA, exactly the same. went to visit ErJie yesterday afternoon, chloe came after that. she's so paiseh . LOL~ But she got a present from her meimei aka baby girl . HAHAHA . . in the end, better already . LOL .
That's her .
Tmr going Chloe's childcare to celebrate her birthday . Hees . . (: Bought her a toy kitchen and some toy food . LOL . So she can play . actually tot of buying her a drum set . but baby girl born, ltr too noisy den cry den ma huan alr. LOL~
YEAH! i bought certain things that i want today . So happy, thanks mummy and daddy . LOL .
Sigh, tomorrow cant go out with my classmates.
VISIT my memory blog @ http://xhiddenmemories.blogspot.com (: Well, many pictures, need time to load . So, please wait awhile . HAHAHAHA!
♥ With Love,
Candy
IM FREE! yes !
F R E E ; sigh! i should feel relax. but i dont . Today's papers was so difficult . Extremly difficult . Amaths paper was set by Mr Tan Beng Guan and he gave that face . first question, im stuck already . sigh! The time i finished is just right . duh .
Physics paper was set by Mr Cheong Ss . Mygod, i expected it to be easier than Chemistry . But it end up to be more difficult . Im stuck with certain parts of the question for almost every question . I almost become mad. I bet the results for Final-Year will be worse than mid-year/CA3 . I really cant believe that this is the standard during O levels . For next year's O level, it's gonna be more to IQ side. I doubt there's enough time for us to think. There's so many definations and so many formulas. sigh!
I doubt my results will be better than my previous results. . I lost hope in my physics. sigh! I got a 不祥的预感 。感觉我会不及格 . Im scare to know my results.
Exams is over, im not stress . Im simply sad. I thought i did my best . But, DID I? I thought i can relax, but the results is resisting me . sigh!
Ok, my 2nd niece is on the way . HAHAHA ! Er Jie will give birth tonight. visiting her tomorrow. LOL~ so excited. lalala~
Went to Takashimaya with Ms Wong and her daughter, Grace . LOL~ She's a cute girl . LOL . Well, went to shop for books for Thailand children . Punggol Sec is setting up a mini library for Thailand's poor children of ages 3-6 . yupps . After that, makan time! hahaha . . Well, went to shop for a little before going to Downtown East . yupps. We accompany Ms Wong to downtown east to book chalet for Class Outing. HAHAHA!
Therefore, we're having our class chalet On 27-28 Nov , 2days1night. HAHA~ (:
So nice . Im looking forward to the day . Hees . .
Encourage me , im sad. sigh!
♥ With Love,
Candy
FINALLY, it's
T H U R S D A Y ! This is my first post of October. HAHAHA . i've not posted for donno how many donkeys days. LOL~
Woke up 7plus and slack in my bed for like 1 hour . HAHA . I only go school at 10 plus today . Waste my time just because of 14 students in 3B den WHOLE of 3A need to push back our test to so late. and the paper is like 1 hour only. duh, so fun ya? go school for 1 hour den go home.
Ok, sit for my Physics paper one today . The questions is like so mygod. Im ALWAYS struggling within 2 very close answers. My luck not so good one lehx. Sigh, after hearing my friends answers on certain question, got so depress. . I think mostly i wrong man . sigh. I tihnk i've already lost 10 marks? duh, my paper 2 gotta get like 50 marks den can get A1 for physics man . So difficult. . My IQ aren't that good seh . sigh . .
Tomorrow will be last day of my examination . Left with Additional Mathematics and Physics Paper 2. My Additional Mathematics arent that Pro too lah . I've forgotten most of the things and i need to crush everything into my mind within today - 6 hours. But, i still need to recall certain things under physics. Sigh, where got time. I got like 7 hours left for today .
Im waiting for my niece . HAHA . . lalala~
Ok, no more time to waste .
♥ With Love,
Candy
