duh. feel so mood-less luhs. sigh!
Went to Singapore discovery Centre today . Well, It was so-so . I was happy at first. . But donno why in the middle of the trip, i moodswings . sigh! NO IDEA, it's so sudden . Others may not know that im unhappy or angry or anything luhs. I put on a smile thoughs . Maybe tired or something. I was woke up by MiMi early in the morning . sigh!
I simply felt that things changes as time past by . Wondering if im the one that is anti-social or i dislike them . Or iszit, im socialised . but people dislike me. duhs, i donno . It's an opinion . Sigh! Felt so " leftout " or " odd " sometimes . I donno how to explain . But, i felt that people do 嫌弃(iszit?) me . I donno . . But i felt so . I think that they feel paiseh when with me. Sigh!
wondering if im ANGRY or SAD . im confuese, duh .
Things dont seems to be like before, everything changes. I thought i would share with my friends about my problems, but i simply cant do it. Sometimes im ABLE to say but sometimes not. Not i dont want, sigh .
BLA, nevermind. Not really good saying everything here . quite inconvinient (: Im perfectly fine. Sigh .
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Didnt do painting today . But instead - monday and wednesday . Well, Im not joining them on monday . Im not in school, they'll do without me . Joining them only on wednesday . yeps.
ps : GUYS! leave something for me to do .
♥ With Love,
Candy
