Alright, I can't exactly figure out my feelings nowadays. My mood just swing every now and then. But what can I do? & the most stupid thing is that I don't even know why my mood changes. But duh, Sometimes I know .
Blah !
I'm so disappointed in myself. Really . Got back Social Studies result on the latest CT, I failed. So badly. I only got 8 upon 25. I'm so disappointed. I wanted to burst into tears but I think it's not very nice to do it in the middle of the lesson. I hold back my tears. Hoping that I could forget how badly I've done. It's so heart aching when I first saw my results. I wonder what mistake I've made. I just hate this.
My mind is shut, I'm lost for words.
I blamed myself for making such mistake, I blamed myself for everything. I really disappoint . . I donno who. But I know I really disappoint myself the most. sigh!
Today kanna " scolded " by Mr Chong. Stink. Hahaha. But in a fun way luh. So okay luh. I prefer this kind of teacher, with this kind of teacher existing, lesson will be more interesting! Hahaha.
Leaved school late today, but not as late. I think about 5plus6 then leave as my english group gotta complete the English Oral Conversation . hahaha. It's really difficult to put a conversation into a piece of writeup. haha.
Heard that Next monday - 13/08/2007 is the realeased of GCE 'O' LEVEL Chinese Language Examination result . Haiyo! It's 13th! It's the day I going to take my GCE 'O' LEVEL English Oral Examination. Sigh!!! But, I'm mantally prepared for the results already. Of course, I'll be somehow affected somehow. Hahaha. But, Just hope for the best!
Lord, Bring me through this rocky journey. I need You by my side and accompany me through this path that I've to finish walking . Heal me with both of Your hands & guide me & bring me through.
♥ With Love,
Candy